worries are poems.

waiting room.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

my life is a waiting room · waiting for bad news · faces full of hope others just tired · trapped in white walls wasting time · my life is a waiting room · waiting for hope to hold on to · my life’s hanging by a thread and I realize · I won’t but I feel like giving up · warning signs

I say I think I’d be fine if this was my final day · you say you’re much too young to feel that way

can someone help me · I need a hand to hold · I’m tired of fighting alone · patience has left me · now that I’ve come this far · get me out and carry me home

my life is a waiting room · waiting for me to choose · they say that I made it they say I’m healthy and free · but I lost faith in my body · my life is a waiting room · waiting for me to bloom · but I’m not yet ready can’t you see · it’s not that easy to realize that suddenly there’s so much more I could be

I say I think I’d be fine if this was my final day · you say you’re much too young to feel that way

can someone help me · I need a hand to hold · I’m tired of fighting alone · patience has left me · now that I’ve come this far · get me out and carry me home

say.

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inner monologue · live session

something’s come between us · the reason that I need to talk · can’t unterstand your silence · I know you well but not well enough · what you don’t say I cannot hear · that’s why I wanna hear your voice · I didn’t come to end this · but to say how much I care about us

I don’t want to know who I am without you

I’m so scared of losing you · so scared · what we are is way too good · to lose · so say what you’ve been wanting to say · just say · I’d like to be there for you

It’s not that it’s not hard for me · to open up express my needs · I didn't want to cause you pain · but neither do I want to just go on like this · I just want us to do it better · than all those who stay silent getting more and more frustrated · cause not one damn thing changed

I never meant to hurt you

I’m so scared of losing you · so scared · what we are is way too good · to lose · so say what you’ve been wanting to say · just say · I’d like to be there for you

dive in.

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inner monologue · live session

it feels like we’re shining peaks · floating through the streets · drifting like ice cold facades through the nights of the city · building worlds of make-believe · searchin’ for love between the sheets · on repeat we find heat but nothing that lets feelings in

trapped in ice get me out of here · I'm almost frozen · there's so much more of me I want to show you 

let’s break through the surface · I’ll show you my sincerity · want no longer be afraid of losing face · let’s thaw out · to let love in · c’mon let’s break through the surface · I’ll show you my sincerity · beauty lies deep within us · dive in · this is real

come along with me · let us be more than what we seem · no more hiding, exploring the bottom of our seas · darkest waters make clarity · all that glitters ain’t gold you’ll see · but honesty is the only thing if there should be a you and me

trapped in ice get me out of here · I'm almost frozen · there's so much more of me I want to show you 

let’s break through the surface · I’ll show you my sincerity · want no longer be afraid of losing face · let’s thaw out · to let love in · c’mon let’s break through the surface · I’ll show you my sincerity · beauty lies deep within us · dive in · this is real

trapped in ice no longer want to shiver · like a stream of thoughts under a frozen river · break through you’ll find the greater part of me · revelation is the only thing · that will set me free · set me free · I’ll show myself in honesty

let’s break through the surface · I’ll show you my sincerity · want no longer be afraid of losing face · let’s thaw out · to let love in · c’mon let’s break through the surface · I’ll show you my sincerity · beauty lies deep within us · dive in · this is real

better now.

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inner monologue · live session

you know we've tried · probably not enough · we can't deny · oh just look at us · you and I · it seems to be cursed · eye to eye · it breaks my heart

I’ve somehow never made it before · maybe I’ve lacked the strength · but now I’m missing myself more · more than you ever did

so I let go · I walk away · better now · than too late · let’s dissolve all our pain · there’s nothing we can rearrange · I let go · better now than too late

let's face the truth · we have built on sand · it slowly slipped through our hands · the tears and anger made us collapse · a crumbling castle on a flooded river bank · all thats left

I’ve somehow never made it before · maybe I’ve lacked the strength · but now I’m missing myself more · more than you ever did

so I let go · I walk away · better now · than too late · let’s dissolve all our pain · there’s nothing we can rearrange · I let go · better now than too late

you know we've tried · probably not enough · we can't deny · oh just look at us

so I let go · I walk away · better now · than too late · let’s dissolve all our pain · there’s nothing we can rearrange · I let go · better now than too late

fragile.

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inner monologue · live session

you knew what shaped my life you admired my optimism · it's like I started to hold on to your recognition of my positivity · I began to identify with being strong that it’s what makes me · like a treasure that I have to keep no matter what breaks me

I got used to being strong on the outside · I even stopped showing myself my own weakness · didn’t show what broke so hard on the inside · afraid you would leave if you saw me bleeding

but now I know · that being fragile · is something beautiful · so I show · you all my sides · from now on and forevermore

I went through damn hard times and I didn’t get a break · started to mask myself in lies kept loosing my way · to be honest there was a time nothing was as it seemed · didn’t you hear me when I went silent? it felt lonely

didn’t show what broke so hard on the inside · afraid you would leave if you saw me bleeding

but now I know · that being fragile · is something beautiful · so I show · you all my sides · from now on and forevermore

you are loved even if you fall hard so don’t hide the truth
open up and share your doubts just keep being you
you are loved even if you fall hard so don’t hide the truth
open up and share your doubts just keep being you

but now I know · that being fragile · is something beautiful · so I show · you all my sides · from now on and forevermore

stream.

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inner monologue · live session

I never really know if I'm coming or going · if it’s me or life that’s putting stones in my way · don't know if I am just too tired to sleep · or afraid of missing out on things that don't really interest me

am I hanging my head too low or lifting it up a little too high · is gravity keeping me from getting up or holding me to the ground

it feels like I'm running against the wind · like I'm swimming against a stream · I fight something that might not just be me · it feels like I'm under water when I need to breathe · like being incomplete · even though I’ve got everything I need ·is it the pace of life we are living · tell me where will it lead

am I going new ways or the old ways again · have I found my north or lost direction · am I living my dreams or am I detached from reality · when are stories beautified and when does it start to be a lie

am I getting too close to the edge or does the world begin where this road ends · how can I become something in a world where I could be anything else

it feels like I'm running against the wind · like I'm swimming against a stream · I fight something that might not just be me · it feels like I'm under water when I need to breathe · like being incomplete · even though I’ve got everything I need ·is it the pace of life we are living · tell me where will it lead

when days are too short · and life’s too loud · I can’t feel what’s right or wrong · feather my heart get me out · when time’s running against me · and everything gets too much · turn my tired sails into the wind · feather my heart get me out

it feels like I'm running against the wind · like I'm swimming against a stream · I fight something that might not just be me · it feels like I'm under water when I need to breathe · like being incomplete · even though I’ve got everything I need ·is it the pace of life we are living · tell me where will it lead

driftwood.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

I let myself fall · weightlessly · I fall into the arms you offer me · I learn how to love the things I’ll be · with all my flaws · unconditionally

hold me till I feel it · don’t hold back · it touches me deeply · this love frees me and all my tears · I'm happily crying

I am floating like driftwood · the water beneath carries my wounds · nothing can describe our bond · I wash to you · where I’m found

hold me till I feel it · don’t hold back · it touches me deeply · this love frees me and all my tears · I'm happily crying

I let the water shape me · and strip me of my bark · I let the current take me · crying’s the only way to burst

hold me till I feel it · don’t hold back · it touches me deeply · this love frees me and all my tears · I'm happily crying

came my way.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

light on.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

I'm worried about you · I haven't seen you for so long · is there anything I can do · I can feel something is wrong

come on in · let your feelings run wild · wherever you've been · just let me hold you tight

if you ever lose your way · and you're feeling down and out · I will always let you in · I will leave the light on

I want to understand you · you think that's not possible · but I know what it feels like · when nothing holds you anymore

so let it out · let your feelings run wild · shout if you wanna shout · cry if you wanna cry

if you ever lose your way · and you're feeling down and out · I will always let you in · I will leave the light on

you don't have to make me laugh · and you don't have to pretend that you are fine · it’s okay the way you are · I can see that something’s tearing you apart · no matter how many clouds may cover your sky · I will never give up · never give up on you

if you ever lose your way · and you're feeling down and out · I will always let you in · I will leave the light on

the alchemist.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

heart on fire.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

when silence falls.

song · lyrics & chords
inner monologue · live session

from writing behind a wall to singing in spotlight · a mental overcome night by night · no matter how she feels she has to smile · no questions are asked as long as you shine

when she comes home at night and silence falls · no flashing lights · no applause · everything is quiet · circling thoughts · why can’t you satisfied · you have reached so much · it should be enough

she’s breathing in the night when she’s walking home · voices are fading behind every closing door · street light shadows catching up with her ·
a flood of impressions another lesson to learn

when she comes home at night and silence falls · no flashing lights · no applause · everything is quiet · circling thoughts · why can’t you satisfied · you have reached so much · it should be enough

she.

song · lyrics & chords · video

home-coming.

song · lyrics & chords · video

you give me shelter, you keep me safe when times are rough. I hold on your shoulder, I seek for you when life is tough; you give me freedom you back my dreams, you teach me how to fly. I’m feeling weightless I reach out to endless skies

I’m feeling safe and sound wherever i am with you
if we divide, we'll find each other again through the truth; this is homecoming

you give me wisdom, you share a new philosophy. I just love to listen adapt my thoughts to set me free; you make me believe you make me try, you let me grow. I‘m feeling taller I found myself, a place that I call home

I’m feeling safe and sound wherever i am with you
if we divide, we'll find each other again through the truth; this is homecoming

tides of life.

song · lyrics & chords · video

we’re the water movements of the ocean, the highs, the lows, the ebb, the flow; somewhere between rise and fall
we manage to keep ourselves afloat

when the moon and the sun shaking my world up again, as if it wasn't enough the force of the wind changes

there’s no need to hide, to smile or to cry, these are the tides, the tides of life; It’s worth the fight, there will be light, these are the tides , the tides of life

in a constant rhythm or as if nothing was like before
either way we kiss the shore; between the shallow and the depths of the sea, we learn to trust our gravity

when the moon and the sun shaking my world up again, as if it wasn't enough the force of the wind changes

there’s no need to hide, to smile or to cry, these are the tides, the tides of life; It’s worth the fight, there will be light, these are the tides , the tides of life

either way, either way we kiss the shore (6x)

there’s no need to hide, to smile or to cry, these are the tides, the tides of life; It’s worth the fight, there will be light, these are the tides , the tides of life

either way, either way we kiss the shore (3x)

last night.

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feet on the ground.

song · lyrics & chords

don’t worry ‘bout me I’ll be fine on my own, even if I’m still stumbling I won’t break a bone; I’ve packed a couple of bags- an empty room - I’m leaving. there are reasons to doubt but no fear to believe in

give me wings, hold me tight let me go, the time has come to set out; let me fly, a kind of goodbye you will see, I’ll land with both feet on the ground, feet on the ground.

the sun is shining, I wear your smile on my face, the wind in my back, exploring new space; you're a part of me in everything I do and with everything I am, I want to thank you

give me wings, hold me tight let me go, the time has come to set out; let me fly, a kind of goodbye you will see, I’ll land with both feet on the ground, feet on the ground.

and If you haven’t heard from me for a while, you can be sure that I’m doing fine

edi’s song.

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winter.

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cheerless, overclouded
fog is rising, leafless trees
everything stays out
lights, life, melodies

tacitly, times passing by
like a river that flows and gets lost
dejection‘s overpowering
while life runs its course

out of the window
I see colours trying to flee
white, gray and brown replacing
yellow, red and green

with the frustration of last night
a new day is at hand
only the dawn, but it’s just a spring lie
telling me: don’t get mad

the wind churns up the water
I can’t handle the wild flow
I’m trying but I can’t see
the horizon anymore

and ‘cause I just can’t
avoid my sadness anymore
I lay down to sleep - go
leave me alone 

I dim down the lights
every fantasy derails
close my eyes - good night
dream myself into paradise

constant search.

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we question everything even if we don’t like the answer oh we put up walls to distance ourselves from it all; escaping to imagination cause the reality is not good enough let us face the truth to pretend, doesn’t make sense our mirror image will remain unchanged

we’re always looking for, always looking for a little more - higher, faster, stronger, tell me when it’s over
always rival with each other loosing ourselves in this struggle higher, faster, stronger, tell me when it’s over     

we love to feel love but we can’t stand the rejection, we hide behind our jokes as a form of protection; we’ve got that hunger in our hearts to look for, what can’t be found, can’t be found

we’re always looking for, always looking for a little more - higher, faster, stronger, tell me when it’s over
always rival with each other loosing ourselves in this struggle higher, faster, stronger, tell me when it’s over    

stop comparing, stop justifying

farewell.

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I think back to the time I left, I had the chance now there’s someone else; I keep my pace ‘cause I feel cold, I run next to me blue glass dust snow falls

I‘m out, I‘m sure I have to leave to stay with myself;
we wanted more than we could achieve what‘s left is a farewell

on a frozen lake mountains deep white, hardly to separate from the dusty sky; snowflakes dancing in the wind in the hope it’s not true dawning light is seeping there’s nothing left to do

I‘m out, I‘m sure I have to leave to stay with myself;
we wanted more than we could achieve what‘s left is a farewell

even if there’s nothings harder than to leave, I don’t dream anymore of what we could be

I‘m out, I‘m sure I have to leave to stay with myself;
we wanted more than we could achieve what‘s left is a farewell; we wanted more than we could achieve what‘s left is a farewell

when will the sky lighten up?

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every morning he goes through the door and every morning the same question - what am I doing this for? days pass by, sliding away, everything‘s in a hurry the speed of life has made him dizzy a nine to five, a good wage - it’s ok, but not fullfilling

is some diversity out there, that set things moving? a promise of light somewhere?

when will the sky lighten up? also for me, also for me
when will the sun come out? also for me, also for me

the same morning, another man, dawn is breaking,
between cold breeze and cold people he‘s awaking
finds places to sleep but no place to call home a lack of being considered in this city another weathered night, another day - it’s ok, but not fullfilling

where is my salvation out there, the sun that keeps me warm? a promise of light somewhere?

when will the sky lighten up? also for me, also for me
when will the sun come out? also for me, also for me

oh I need to keep fighting against the voices I should ignore - my promise of light somwhere 

when will the sky lighten up? also for me, also for me
when will the sun come out? also for me, also for me

noise.

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we have to hurry, we’re already too late I can’t describe, but my whole body shakes; high speed, we’re saving minutes, rarely find time to fill our spirit

everything is rushing by and we are noise, there’s hardly any time left for little joys; fast world, fast living, fast changing lights, too much information in too less time; everything is rushing by - we are noise

we don‘t see ourselves clearly in photographs, blurry faces, only traces of light; too many frequencies, too much interaction our live’s: a gallery with fast changing captions

everything is rushing by and we are noise, there’s hardly any time left for little joys; fast world, fast living, fast changing lights, too much information in too less time; everything is rushing by - we are noise

we don’t know where we're going, we're rushing, rushing by, taking too little time to slow down don’t you realize?

eeverything is rushing by and we are noise, there’s hardly any time left for little joys; fast world, fast living, fast changing lights, too much information in too less time; everything is rushing by - we are noise

walls.

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you wake up in the middle of the night you fall out like a loser in a fight; you don’t know where you’re running but you run ‘cause running’s the thing you’ve always done

oh, oh, oh!

you’ve got a homesick heart but a long way’s left to go
and no one’s there to show you the way home; you don’t know what you’re doing but you know what you’ve done, waiting all night that it comes back to you all the wrong

get up, get out! you’re caught within’ these walls so high; step up, break out! from the prison of your mind

it’s time to forget about the past; to wash away what happened last (2x)

get up, get out! you’re caught within’ these walls so high; step up, break out! from the prison of your mind

the start of something beautiful.

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this is the start of something beautiful, to set out after all the fights we‘ve had; after all the fog we didn’t see through, the chance to forget what happened last

take me by the hand, let’s stand tall; take me by the hand, remember what we’re living for, what we’re living for (2x)

today can be a good day, full of forgiveness, courage and tenderness; I’m sorry for what I did and ready to turn the sails into the wind

take me by the hand, let’s stand tall; take me by the hand, remember what we’re living for, what we’re living for (2x)

peace is just coming if you accept it it all can turn to good; don’t want to quarrel anymore ‘cause I’ve got so much love for you

take me by the hand, let’s stand tall; take me by the hand, remember what we’re living for, what we’re living for (2x)

this is the start of something beautiful